I've been depressed mentally for sometime. I know the reason.
I tried hard to forget the woman who has left the country last March.
I never thought this would affect my mentality so much.
I couldn't write poems anymore,,, It seems my creativity has completely gone.
Now, I've decided to face the situation squarely without pretensions.
This might be the only way for me to regain my usual self. (May 29, 2005)